SaVE me From thE daRKneSs

2006-07-07T13:36:00.000-07:00

it's been so long since my last entry, AGAIN. i dont know. i've been so 'tamad' to blog. haha.

woah. i was so busy the past two weeks. it's a total WOAH.

last wednesday, my tita had a farewell party (despedida) in my grandma's house. ugh, i was too damn disappointed! hahaha. hmm. bakit kaya? hehe :D

thursday, i was with my other tita (my tita from the states). we roamed around quezon city. punta dun, punta dito.

friday, sa paranaque, despedida naman ng cousin ko. raymond's mom. awww. nakakamiss. :( iyakan.

saturday! wow. ive been to so many places. first, sa binyag. after the binyag, we went straight to bulacan. after bulacan, tarlac. after tarlac, pangasinan. we were suppose to stay in pangasinan (hundred islands). but my tita decided to go to baguio na lang. so musta naman yun? dala kong gamit pang swimming at pang beach. HAHA. so sa baguio nanigas na ko. hahaha.

the following day, we roamed a little in baguio. mines view park and camp john hay. at around 4 or 5pm, we went back to manila na. haha. (ayos! overnight sa baguio. hahaha) madami pa ding stop ever eh. manauag,then tarlac, bulacan again! haha. i arrived home at aroun 11pm? yah. i rested for a while then i went to my grandma's house beause my tita's leaving for canada. hinatid namin sila sa airport. (ugh, i hate crying. :/ tsk.) my eyes were swollen the following day. TSK!

it was tiring but FUN though. :)

monday, i did'nt go to school. hindi ko kinaya. hahaha. sobraaaang pagod ako.

tuesday, medyo okay pa. wala naman masyadong ginawa.

wednesday, may party dito sa bahay. kasi my tita's going back to america na.

(bakit ang daming umaalis?)

thursday, my cousins were here. yeah. :) aalis na kasi tita ko the following day.

TITA MAY!! we're gonna miss you soOo much! :) mwah. thanks for all. :)

and yesterday? we (denden, manuel, eunice, leah, pia, and karla) went to ice monster. :)

TODAY! wala naman. currently chatting with nilcah. :)

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HAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY! tsk! people...so RUDE. tsk! tsk! tsk!

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im going to put pictures pa sinipag ako. haha. :D

2006-06-23T09:27:00.000-07:00

so tamad to blog...

school's still boring..sus, kailan ba hindi? haha.

these past few days, i've been so tired. not because of school but because of waking up so early para sumabay sa kuya ko and being in school at 6 o'clock in the morning and got absolutely nothing to do. pag uwi naman, lagi may pinupuntahan because my tita just came home from the states. :) punta dun, punta dito. :)

last saturday and sunday, we've been to different places too.

saturday. first, pumunta muna kami sa airport para sunduin siya. tapos uwi nanaman. had our lunch then puntang antipolo.. after antipolo, bulacan naman! woah.

sunday. duty free, then, heard mass, then antipolo nanaman..

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hmm. ngayon lang 'to. bawi ako kasi nung summer wala akong napuntahan. haha. :)

tagaytay ata later or bukas na. :) then, baguio next week. yeah. haha.

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lapit na birhtday ni cy. HAPPY BIRTHDAY CYRENE!! mwah. :)

haha.

currently chatting with nilcah. :)

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hayyy. :( :( :( :( i hate being sad... :(

2006-06-09T19:59:00.000-07:00

woah. it has been...almost two weeks since my last blog. :)

anyway... my first days as a sophomore were fine, i guess. i can say that....it's fun. :)

*yellow patch*

first day, hmm..boring? haha. ung presentation para sa freshmen, hindi ako masyadong satisfied not like the presentation for our batch. hahaha. :D

our adviser's okay? yah. haha. makulit. pwede na. hindi kami mabobore sa social studies hindi katulad last year. haha. pero, honestly, ms. san andres was a good teacher. haha. kahit lagi ako/kami napapagalitan. haha.

oh. before going to school nga pala we (gemeile, eunice, denden, and leah) 4way-ed. before that, me and eunice waited until 5am pa. haha. pumasok kaming walang tulog.. as in walang tulogg. HAHA!

second day, ID picture. haha. okay, mukhang ewan yung smile ko. haha.

we have this teacher na sobrang nakaktakot. speech teacher namin. SUNGITT! haha. strikto. hayy! haha.

today! no regular lessons yet. yess. :) review, review. diagnostic test, diagnostic test. pa-check, pa-check ng mga gamit. haha.

we had our orientation kanina. natakot ako when ms, sacdalan discussed about the appropriate hair accessories. and it should only be white, blue, and black colored accessories. eh, mine was purple. sabi ni miss na tanggalin daw yung hindi appropriate na hair accessories. so, lagot na!

haha.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! splash! haha. 'splash' ano yun? hahaha. ok, weird.

superrr initttt sa school! sobra. sobra. sobra. crowded pa lagi yung cateen. tsk.

*AAHHHH! hindi ko na alam.. ang dami daming iniisip. help me! somebody? hayy! meron dito, meron dyan. waaaaa. :(( ang bigat na. ang bigat bigat. TSK!

2006-05-27T21:23:00.000-07:00

i just got home from Makati. we just dropped my sister in a hotel (Mandarin Oriental). she's been invited to party. and she's going to have an overnight stay there. ang unfair. sobraaaaa. buti pa siya. :)

haha.

before going home, we stopped by the grocery and bought some snacks. :D yess, may pagkain ulit. haha.

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last night, when i was trying to sleep, tears suddenly fell.. bigla na lang ako may naisip then, yun. AYUN! hayy. -when is this going to end?? im so sick and tired!-

2006-05-22T23:57:00.000-07:00

I was in STC kanina. I was there because I need to submit my report card. :D

After STC, we went to UST because my brother's going to enroll. HELL! super init and daming tao! hayy! Employees there thought i was the one enrolling. Do i look that old? haha.

..i bought school supplies na! yess. haha. Im almost ready for school. :D

2006-05-17T23:59:00.000-07:00

last may 14, we celebrated Mother's day. but, this day was not just a day for mothers. it was also a day where SOMEONE celebrated her third month of being strong. her third month of being independent. this might sounds crazy because you might say that this is just plain stupid. "oo nga naman noh. anong kailangan i-celebrate?" pero hindi rin eh. facing the world alone is NOT easy.. for this SOMEONE, it was definitely, HARD to move on. some of her friends were worried about her. they were worried because, while she was trying to get up, unnecessary changes happened. meron pa nga siyang kaibigan na, sa ganda-ganda ng kanilang samahan, muntik pa mawala yung lahat. luckily, this SOMEONE didn't give up on her friend easily. kahit papano, sa ngyaring gulo, maraming rin silang natutunan..

now, 3 months of being strong isn't just 3 MONTHS OF BEING STRONG. ok, malabo. pero ganun pagkakaintindi ko. gets niyo/mo? mahirap din yung pinagdaanan NIYA at itong 3 months na ito, ay napakalaking bagay sa kanya, at sa lahat ng ngmamahal sa kanya, dahil, nagawa niyang magtiwala sa sarili niya and she learned how face her FEARS with the new world she's going to encounter! im proud of you, somehow. :) really PROUD!

may 15, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! haha. :D

may 16, iiiiiiinternet, phone, and TV.

may 17, today, was fun! haha. first, we were in STC para magenroll. shit, kinalimutan ako ng STC. wala ako sa listahan. ok, ang sama. haha. yun.

after enrolling, we went to my place, then gateway. (me. eunice, and denden) we were suppose to watch a movie pero wala kami naabutan and walang kaming magustuhan. ng-timezone na lang kami. ok, ang saya. haha. NY fries after. garlic parmersan! yess. haha. yun. :)

i was also texting with nilcah almost the whole day. :) (hindi ka ganun. hinding hindi. )

2006-05-14T11:59:00.000-07:00

A Tribute to My Mom

A mother ..

- is the truest friend we have, when trials heavy and sudden, fall upon us; when adversity takes the place of prosperity; when friends who rejoice with us in our sunshine desert us; when trouble thickens around us, still will she cling to us, and endeavor by her kind precepts and counsels to dissipate the clouds of darkness, and cause peace to return to our hearts"

- is a person who seeing there are only four pieces of pie for five people, promptly announces she never did care for pie.

- the bank where we deposited all our hurts and worries.

- is the guardian angel of the family, the queen, the tender hand of love. A mother is the best friend anyone ever had. A mother is love.

- is someone to shelter and guide us, to love us, whatever we do, with a warm understanding and infinite patience, and wonderful gentleness, too.

- can take the place of all others but whose place no one else can take.

- is not a person to lean on, but a person to make leaning unnecessary.

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"I know how often I took you for granted

when I was growing up.

I always assumed you'd be there

when I needed you...and you always were.

But I never really thought about what that meant

till I got older and began to realize

how often your time and energy were devoted to me.

so now, for all the times I didn't say it before,

thank you, Mom.... I love you very much!"

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HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY to my MOM! mwah! i love you, and thank you for everything..

"Life is much brighter and happier, too because there are Mothers - Mothers like you" I LOVE YOU, ma. :)

( okay, kung marunong ka sana mag-blog para mabasa mo toh. love you, ma. sana nababasa mo toh. salamat sa lahat - lahat. happy mother's day..)

2006-05-11T23:53:00.001-07:00

ok, so ang tagal ko ng hindi ngbloblog. haha. wala lang.

last tuesday, we watched the movie, Aquamarine. it was a nice movie! haha. drama and comedy. haha. after that, my cousin slept over our house. we slept late na. we just played bored games. yess. saya, kahit medjo childish. haha. monopoly and sorry. haha. i suck in playing monopoly. lagi akong bankrupt. hahaha.

next day, we went out to eat lunch. i got disappointed kasi i was hoping that we will eat an 'eat-all-you-can' meal sa pizza hut. ang saya nun. eat-all-you-can ng pizza. san ka pa? too bad tapos na pala yung promo. hayy! anyway...kumain na lang kami sa iba. yun. after eating, we went home na and watched some movies.

what else? yun. we're planning to go to Baguio on saturday. medjo late na pinlano so baka hindi rin matuloy. oh well, SANA matuloy! i want to get out of this house! :)

BOREDOM! all i did was to go online, text and call my friends. hayy.

ok, im not myself today. hindi ako makablog ng maayos. hahaha. i cant even remember what happened the past few days.

that's it for now. :)

2006-05-03T19:15:00.000-07:00

i didn't blog for 2 days. nakakatamad. haha.

last, last night, i talked to eunice sa sun. yeah! super saya! haha. trampoline na eunice! trampoline! HAHAHAHAHA! ang saya saya. tapos kantahan. "LALALALA-LA-LA", "di ko kayang iwan ka.. hindi ko kayang iwan ka.. pagkat dito sa puso ko....." hahahaha! saya!

then last night, we went to my cousin's house sa paranaque. kakauwi lang kasi nung isa kong cousin from the states. ayun. i met my new pamangkin na! ang taba - taba. haha.

RAYMOND! :)

LOVE

HIM! :)

tapos, punta sa duty free, then uwi.

2006-04-30T23:53:00.000-07:00

my birthday's almost over..

how's my birthday? it was okay, i guess. :) i can say that i had fun! yeahh.

this is my first birthday without my mom. aww.

haha. anyway, i am happy because kahit papano marami din nakaalala sa akin. i even got unexpected greetings from my old friends! yess.

12 midnight pa lang, marami na bumati. thanks!

THANK YOU.
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1. nilcah - appreciate ko yung super advanced birthday greeting mo. 11:07 pm pa lang. :) lalo na yung poem! yess! thank you! thank you! mwah! salamatt! i love you! mwahh! sorry na nung birthday moOo. babawi akoo. sorry. sorry. sorry talaga. eh kasi e. alam mo na yun. haha. Ü

2. eunice - uyy, thanks for everthing! thanks sa pakikipagusap skin until sunrise. kahit wala na akong kwenta kausap. :) thanks. thank you sa greeting mo nung 12:05am. haha. :) love you! mwah!

3. denden - thank you sa mga acrostics mo. kahit corny, appreciate ko yun! :) thank you sa lahat! for being a friend. love you dear! haha.

4. therese - thank you! haha. alam kong kahit inaantok ka na, nagawa mo pang batiin ako nung 12 mn. thanks! mwah! love yoU!

5. tintin - ikaw ung bumati skin ng exact 12. unang una! yess naman! thanks tin! mwah! salamat! labyu! :)

6. carmela - binati mo ko ng 5am. okay lang yun. gsing pa ko. haha. salamat! salamat! :) love yoU! Ü

7. cyrene - late ako gumigising. haha. tulog pa ko nung 11. haha. thank you sa effort para tawagan ako. :) mwah! loveu!

8. leah - gurl! haha. aloha! haha. thanks! textmate every morning. love you gurl! haha.

9. cellina - uy! thank you like you know! haha. miss you! mwah! thanks. thanks. thanks.

10. pia - mahal, salamat! haha. you're so kulitt mahal. haha. thank you!!! :) mahal, i love you! haha.

11. naling - thank you sa pag-load para mabati ako. thank you. thank you. mwahh! love you!

12. joanne - uyy. nabuhay ka. salamat. naalala mo ko. :)

13. bea - pichichi. haha. thank you! mwah!

14. misha - micha! wala pa yung dreamphone ko. at hindi ata dadating. uy salamat! nakaalala ka. :)

15. gelli - thanks sa pagbati ng 12mn. yess! 14 ka na rin sa june. :p

16. allison - ason! haha. salamat din! mwah! thanks. thanks.

17. keiko - sa pasukan na yung libre-libre. hahaha. thanks keiko! mwah!

18. bettina - uyy! thanks din! thank you! thank yoU! love you! mwah! sorry di kita nasasamahan magpuyat. :)

19. joanna - thanks sa im. hahaha. and thank you din sa lahat. alam mo na yun! :)

20. clarise - belo! thank you sa off-line message. hindi 29 birthday ko. haha.

21. leanne - uy! thanks sa greeting! mwah! thanks sa mga mp3 na sinesend mo. salamat!

22. eunice (vane) - salamat! naapreciate ko yung testi. salamat. salamat. :)

23. hazielle - uy!! naalala mo ko. thanks!

24. via - salamat sa testi. appreciate ko yun. :)

26. nona - grandi! salamat sa off-line message mo. salamat sa lahat! mwah! love you grandi!

27. jia - kahit hindi tayo masyado magkakilala, we barely know each other, sobrang naapreciate ko yung testi mo. thank you. thank you. thank you. :)

28. ems - sobrang advancccce nung greeting mo. pero, thank you.

29. andie - andie! thanks sa testi. love you!

30. krystel - uyy! thanks sa greeting. advance happy birthday!

31. lourdes - salamat din sa testi. mwah! :)
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1. papa goyit - thanks sa lahat! mwah! love you!

2. mama len - kahit ano pa man, salamat! love you rin! sana andito ka. hay!

3. mama lydia - my dear lola! thanks po.. thanks. thanks. thanks. i love you!

4. papa nonong - thanks po for being my lolo. :) i love you!

5. tita lillian - thanks! my tita 'ninang'. ill miss you pag pumunta ka na ng canada. aww. love you..

6. tita el - thanks dun sa pandesal. hahaha. natawa ako. hahaha. mwah!

7. tito jun - i super duper miss you! thanks sa lahat! thanks sa greeting! :) kahit asa states ka na naalala mo pa rin ako. mwah!

8. tita annie - thanks din po! love you! take care of m & m & m. :)

9. tita net - thanks!

10. tito menhart - salamat din!

11. kyle - haha. kulit mo pero thank you!

12. micah - ang sweet mo kaya salamat!

13. ranielle - aww. i love you! mwah! thanks!

14. tito val + tita linda - salamat din! uwi na kayo. super miss na namin kayoo!,

15. tita renee - thanks! appreciate it!

16. tito sonny Labindalawa - thank you!

17. tito sonny Luzod - hope to see you soon po! thanks for everything!

18. tita may - yey. uwi na siya. thank you!!! mwah!

19 maybelle + maylene - miss you8! thank you for all!

20. tito doroy - thanks sa gift! love you! mwah! uwi ka naman dito.. :)

21. kino - love you KCN! haha. thanks sa greeting!

22. ate donna - mother ka namin pag may gimmick tayo. super thank you sa lahat! appreciate ko yung text mo!

23. kuya don - uyy! aapreciate ko yung text mo kahit nasa work ka. thank you! mwah!

24. ate lisa - OY! salamat a! haha. miss you! mwah! i love youuuuuu!

25. ged - uyy. thank you pa din. yess! love you! haha.

26. ate catcat - kahit di tayo naguusap, salamat sa lahat! love you pa rin!mwah!

27. tito hermie - birthday ko na! yess! thanks! mwah!

28. ate marique + kuya paolo - thanks!

29. addi - thank you a! haha.

30. kuya mark - salamat dinn!! mwah!

and to all those who remembered my birthday, THANK YOU!! i love you!

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with all these people who remembered me, i guess, i had a fun birthday after all!

im already 14!!!

2006-04-29T21:03:00.000-07:00

happy birthday to me.. 2 hours and 57 minutes to go! haha.

someone told me to be happy on my birthday. so, I WILL. :)

but i still can't deny that there's something missing..

2006-04-27T08:23:00.000-07:00

i dont know what to say.

CONFUSED! CONFUSED! CONFUSED!

di ko na alam gagawin ko. di ko na alam kung anong ngyayari.

hayy.

SORRY sa lahat..

2006-04-26T21:31:00.000-07:00

i am so damn stupid!

2006-04-21T23:59:00.000-07:00

hmm. didn't blog kahapon kasi wala ako sa bahay. and pag uwi ko, im super tired na! tamad na magblog. hehe. first time ko magblog with pictures! :)

yesterday, my cousins and I went to sm mega mall. ang aga kong nagising. 9 gsing na. eh, i was talking to eunice mga hanggang 3am? yun. tapos nun, hindi pa rin ako makatulog. hanggang sa may araw na. so halos wala akong tulog nun. HAHA. okay, eto na. nagkitakita kami around 12? yup. hehe. naglunch muna kami den, we got ourselves virtual pets. haha. aliw. bumalik sa pagkabata. yess. haha. :)

then, ice skating kami. yess! super tawanan sa loob ng rink. andun lang kami sa gilid. sobrang hindi ako marunong. haha. kapit lang ako sa cousin ko, ate lisa. hay! how i wish makapunta ako sa gitna. haha. ayun. nadulas yung ate ko! natawa ako. haha. :p. ay ang sama. haha! joke lang!
hehehe. buti pa yung mga bata dun, ang galing. nakakahiya, ang la-laki na namin. :p

yess! haha :p

ged at ako. wehh gemeile :)

asan na ako?? haha.

ate lisa and ate cat2. pagod na. alis na. haha.

after ice skating, timezone kami. adik na kami sa percussion master! haha. WOF din pala. para maraming tickets.

percussion master! yes! i won! haha.

ayun. yesterday was full of excitement again! ilovemy cousins :p.

paguwi, i took a nap muna, then went online. i was chatting with eunice and was also talking to her sa sun at the same time. :) we talked until 5am. waw. ilove eunice! siya lang nakakapagtiyaga kumausap skin ng ganun katagal. love you eunice! thank you for bein' there. mwah! mwah! :) ay NAKEW. ang drama ko. haha.

i cleaned my room na. wala ng kalat. yey to me! haha.

ayun. that's my yesterday.

today? hmm. internet internet internet.

i am suppose to meet eunice sa gateway. to bad hindi na natuloy kasi late ko na rin nalaman and gabi na. hayy! there's still next time! i hope. :) i miss her! so much!

i guess that's it :)

2006-04-19T23:38:00.000-07:00

. . . . . . . . . ? ? ?

WHATEVER!!!

2006-04-18T18:19:00.000-07:00

. . .
if you know NOTHING, just SHUT UP!

will you?!
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2006-04-18T15:34:00.000-07:00

went to my cousin's house yesterday. antipolo.

its was FUN. pwede na. got nothing to do sa house nila so we went lakwatcha na lang. haha. takas kami sa daddy ko. tricycle kami. bawal na bawal un sa dad ko. so nung nalaman, pinagalitan kami. haha.

telebabad lang ako dun. walang mgawa eh. :)

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i never thought you could do that. tsk!

too disappointed of what's happening..

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2006-04-16T15:42:00.000-07:00

hmmMm..

im not in the mood to blog kaya ngayon lang ulit ako magbloblog ng seryoso.

there.. what happened?

april 12, nagsleepover kami sa cousin ko, ate lisa, sa paranaque. layo? haha. pero it was a blast! haha. we had alot of fun, fun, fun! yeah! it was midnight na, ngpunta pa kami sa 7-eleven to buy snacks. yess! hehe. slurpee. nood lang kami dvd's. played cards. until we fell aslepp na. hehe. gising kami 5am then...

aprl 13. ng-visita iglesia kami. gosh.. super nakakapagod. well, di naman ganun kapagod, pero super init kasi eh. we went to 7 different churches. sa laguna then batangas. hayyy! pero it was an experience though. masaya. kasama ko family ko. :) kulitan with my cousins. yeah!! the best sila. :)

every gimmick with my cousin is fun, fun, fun! super fun!

april 14, birthday of nilcah and karla P. happy birthday guys!

tapos, yesterday? nothing much happened. net. net. net. tapos it wa 1am na. 3-way kami ni eunice and therese, nalowbatt sila. haha. after a while, tumawag ulit si eunice at nag 4-way kami (pia-den-eunice-ako) kawawng cellphone line ni mommy tess. tama ba eunice? haha. kawawa.

wala ako msyado ngwa this holy week. bad. haha. visita iglesia lang. tsk. pero He will understand. prayers will do. pray lang. pray. pray. pray. :)

anyway, we'll go to church mamaya. ayun wla lang.

HAPPY EASTER ! ! ! :)

2006-04-16T00:36:00.000-07:00

i just hope things will be over soon..

2006-04-14T22:26:00.000-07:00

happy birthday..

2006-04-10T23:24:00.000-07:00

if only..

if only God will let me switch places with you so i will be the one suffering.. NOT YOU.

could you switch with me? pls?

and just let me handle it for you.

AKO NA LANG! please.. wag lang ikaw..

2006-04-10T09:55:00.000-07:00

finally. i missed blogging here!

last week? hmmm..

some things happened unexpectedly.

i dont know..

last week was just not a normal week for me.

parang, ngayon, ganto-ganto lang, tapos mamaya, biglang *poof* wala na. ang weird. things happened soOo fast. sobra. hindi ako makapaniwala na ganto na ngayon. wala lng.

hayy!

anyway,

last friday, we went to my cousins house. but before that, we watched a movie first, GRANDMA'S BOY. for me, its not that nice, but it was funny though. haha. kadiri ung scene na nghalikan ung lola pati ung isang character! ewW! knowing na ung isang character ay 20++ pa lng ung age. ewww tlga. ayun. after the movie, ng-arcade kami. haha. aliw. percussion master is the best! hahaha. highscore kami sa easy round. haha. sorry a, un lng kaya e. hehe. then, uwi na kami sa bahay ng pinsan ko sa antipolo. wow! hahaha. yess! sleepover kami dun. haha.

during the sleepover..

nonstop picturan kmi ng mga cousin ko haha. yun. suddenly i noticed that everybody is sleeping na pla. EXCEPT ME. ewan. i just cant sleep! i dont know why! well, siguro i know pero, EWAN! haha.

ayun. we woke up at aroung 8am. haha. ang aga. pag nsa house ko ako, 3pm! o san k p?

o yah, last friday was mayo's birthday too. who's mayo? haha. Therese Maria Carmen MAYO castillo. haha. since tinatawag nila akong nebab tawagin ko rin cla with their middle names. :D

yun, thats it. nothing more. sorry, because im just not myself right now.

2006-04-05T09:41:00.000-07:00

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ME: "someone who dies inside when they find out that they've hurt you."

2006-04-04T10:50:00.000-07:00

*stupidity*

eto na ung part II ng post ko.

ready na ulit ako mgsalita.

oo, gusto ko mabalik ung dati, pero hndi ka nmn masaya dun sa dati, edi wag na lng. dyan ka na lng. kung saan ka masaya, ok lang skin. tanggapin ko nlng.

basta. basta

dapat lagi ka lang masaya kung asan ka. ok na ko. masaya na rin ako.

be sure that you are fine, well, if your not, hndi pa rin ako mwawala sa likod mo.

currently confused

pano kung talagan hndi gumagana ung mind ko pag dating sa ganto? hndi ko maicp ano ng ggwin ko. hndi ko na alam. hndi ko na alam.

aasa pa ba ako o hndi na? tell me.

******a. oo nga tama sila. i better get contented of what i have. so wag nlng umasa. naman! ng-gugulo nnmn ata ako e. o sorry. bka dahil skin may masira nanaman. bka dahil skin may mngyari na mali. ayoko na.

i better stop.

cge na bahala na.

sorry if na depressed ka because of my stupidity. sorry kung naguluhan ka, pinasama ko loob mo, nagalit ka. still, because of my stupity.

~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~
"I'm gonna live my life
Like everyday's the last
Without a simple goodbye
It all goes by so fast
And now that you're gone
I can't cry hard enough
No I can't cry hard enough
For you to hear me now "
~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~
"Gonna look back in vain
And see you standing there
But all that remains is an empty chair
And now that you're gone I can't cry hard enough
No I can't cry hard enough
For you to hear me now
There it goes, up in the sky
There it goes, beyond the clouds
For no reason why I can't cry hard enough
No I can't cry hard enough
For you to hear me now."
~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~

. . .I MISS YOU AND I WILL MISS YOU. . .

2006-04-04T00:58:00.000-07:00

this post is for one person. . .

dati? anong ba kcng meron dati na kaya ako nahihirapan harapin nagyon ung dati?

hindi ko alam, masyadong magulo.

gustuhin ko man ibalik, hindi na pwede. masaya na sila. masaya ka na. ayaw ko ng guluhin pa. ayaw ko na na ako ulit ung mging reason ng gulo. sbi mo nga diba, dapat pinapairal din ung isip.

gustuhin ko man ibalik, ayaw mo na ata e. basta all i know is, I MISS YOU SOoO much.

ayun wala na. hndi ko na kaya. cge hanggang dito nlng.

2006-03-30T03:39:00.000-08:00

getting of cards kanina. wow! im so surprised sa mga grades ko. BWISIT NA MATH! hayyy! kasi nmn e. bat ba may math? hell! naman! kc eh. panira ung math. tsk.

maraming ngyari kanina. as in MASAMA. pero despite of all that, OK LNG! sumthing good happened. real good! haha. i have recieved something kc eh.
...
**NILCAH! SALAMAT NG SOBRANG SUPER TODO. love you! mwah! thanks. thanks. thanks. really appreciate it! REALLY!! MWAHh! suuuuuuper salamat. :) salamat. salamat. hayy! hehe. anong walang effort? meron kaya! kaya thank you ulit. aprreciate ko un ng todo-todo. mwahhhhH!

ayun. thats it. i just wanna share that.

again, THANK YOU!

happpeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

:)

2006-03-27T00:45:00.000-08:00

wala lang. went to mass kanina. yun.

walang mkwento e. bored! haha.

eto na lng

"excited na ko gawin ung balak kong gawin!! yey! haha. i hope na worth it ung hardwork and effort ko. :) sana. sana. sana!! ayikeee. excited na ko!! hahaha. ano-ano kaya? pano? magugustuhan kaya? hayy! sana!! :)) yakk. ka-cornihan ko nnmn. haha. e bat ba? as long as im having fun! fun fun!

excited na ko! excited na ko! excited na ko! yey!! :)

sooOo happeee :)

haha!

i need more ideas. ano kaya kalalabsan nun? HAHAHA! basta basta :)

i need glue. i need scissors. haha.

bahala na. bahala na. cge gonna think of some more ideas!! yipeee! hehe. "

haha. basta basta.

YIPEEEE!! :)

2006-03-25T21:49:00.000-08:00

"Somtimes the people you expect to kick you when you're down may be the ones to help you get back up."

**all i can say is, THANKS. . . :)

thanks for being there for me. .
thanks for the courage. .
thanks for the help. .
thanks for your patience. .
thanks for your time. .

bsta, in short, THANKS!

love you. .

YUN!
. . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

you know who you are :)

. . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

~*you have taught me alot of things. . gave me strength ang showed me love*~
~*you have been my shoulder to cry on*~
~*you are the reason why im here, STANDING STRONG*~

. . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

this post is for you guys, my ever loving friends. HAHAHA! love you all. :)

*seryoso 'to ah :) :) :)

2006-03-22T23:58:00.000-08:00

hahaha. may ishashare lng ako.

"we dont have to change friends if we understand that friends change."

hayy wala lng. asa.

napaiisip nnmn ako. tsk. bat nga ba ganun? bakit ba my change? hayy.

. . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

OH WELL! hayy. :)

. . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

kanina 3pm nnmn ako ngcng. haha. batugan ;).

internet. internet. internet.

:)

i have this thing na hindi ko matanggal sa isip ko. ung pinagusapan nmn kanina. hayy. HINDI YUN!! haha. believe what your heart says and not your mind!

2006-03-21T22:47:00.000-08:00

"how can it be so right, when it feels so wrong?"

haha. line na hndi talaga matanggal sa isip ko. haha. :)

ayun. i didnt blog for a couple of days. e kc nmn e. wala nmng mkkwento. puro nlng tulog at internet. o san ka p? HAHA!

. . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

friday, wala akong internet card so id idnt go online. yun. natulog lng ako. tv, soundtrip, and phone. UN! haha. tapos ngusap kmi ni eunice mga 12 tapos ntapos kmi 5. haha. kwento kwento. love you eunice :)

saturday, hindi ko na natiis hindi bumili ng internet card while waiting for the unlimited internet access (haha. finally meron na ngayon. kahit dail up pa rin. OK LNG! atleast tipid na ko. haha) sabi ng nanay ko gastos daw pagiinternet ko. kaya pinaunlimited n niya. yeah! haha. un. tapos, habit na namin, phone ulit till morning! haha.

sunday, we went to church. asusual. sunday e. haha. haha. tapos un na un. uwi agad. bakit? hindi ko alam. haha. haha. PHONE ULIT! hindi kmi ntulog. haha.

monday, it was a blast! super saya ng day na 'to. haha. we went to shool pra i-pass mga requirements ko. haha. buti nalng sinamahan ako ni eunice at denden. THANKS! kahit pinaghintay ko kayo ng super tagal. haha. sorry ;). hehe. tapos we saw mama merly!! yeah! i miss her. :( hehe. after passing, cab kami. we went to sm san larazaro. UN! saya! haha. lunch kami sa kfc. then watched the movie, SHE'S THE MAN! haha. nice! TAAS PAA eunice! haha! after the movie, nag-ice monster kami. haha. walang kamatayang mango ice. haha. un. tapos uwi na. haha. balik na kami sa school. some people just dont now how to get their own lives!! stay away ok? hayy! stop bothering us! you suck! really! hayy, ignore na lng daw. o well. haha. tapos picture picture lang kmi. haha. naglaro kami sa playground ng prep. haha. tas sa second floor. sa may classroom ng 2-1. tas sa stairs. haha. picture lang! walang pakeelamanan! bat ba? haha. tapos umuwi na c eunice. naiwan kami ni den-den. haha. paguwi ni den-den, magisa na lng ako. dalawa nlng kami ni sam sa school. e hndi naman kmi nguusap. haha. almost 6 na ko nasundo! hayy! sobrng tgal!! tsk. yun. atleast nakauwi. hehe. bsta, THANKS GUYS! i really had fun! super salamat. enjoy ako. :) love you ;). THANK YOU! mwah!

. . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

i miss my friends. haha. wala lng.

ngayon, super late ko ng nagising. 3pm. haha! kailangan ko lng talaga bumawi. hindi ako n22log. haha. net na pagkagising. haha. buhay computer! haha. maguupdate na kong ym mamaya. haha. nkktamad kc e. tsk. AYUN!

thats it.

mahal kita. tama ba? bkt prang hindi. prang mali. pero pano mgiging mali kung sinasabi ng puso ko na ikaw, IKAW ay MINAMAHAL KO! -haha eunice! nakakatuwa ka! pang-ano ung status na yan. haha! wehh. haha.

o eto.

. . ."i would rather hurt myself than to ever see you cry,
even if sometimes I AM the reason why! ". . .

awwwww :)

2006-03-16T21:29:00.000-08:00

NEW RECORD!

haha.

i talked to therese last night. usap kmi hanggan mga 12:30. she was crying!! urgh. huhu. therese, be strong always ha? haha.

tapos 3 way 3 wayan kmi ni therese, eunice at ako. hahaha.

then, kmi nlng ni eunice kc hndi n nkatiis c therese. we talked till sunrise. haha. 6am. grabe. record!

. . . . . . . . . .

just texting with khristine the whole day. and eunice.

ayun. ayos n sila. nagusap na sila. good!

:)

2006-03-14T20:14:00.000-08:00

first day of vacation. aun.

woke up early. around 10? kht antok pa ko hndi na ako makatulog. haha!

slept late last night.

halos hndi rin ako natulog. soundtrip lng buong gabe. hndi ako mktulog e. haha! bt kaya? :)

hayy. iPod? kelan ka kaya mapapasakin? haha!

knina,

conference with tintin and nilcah (serious talk) -nilcah! hndi un totoo! cinoconfuse niyo ko!! haii. tsk! hndi ako ganun. hndi ko un ggwin.- :)

naman!! ikaw? ggwin ko un sayo? hayy nko... hindi ako un!! :(

haha. confuse-ness haha! weh gemeile. haha!

ui, kaung dalawa magusap nmn kayo o.. concerned ako sa inyo. cge na. please. :)

plans for summer..
*guitar lessons!
*continue my violin lesson? hope so.
*mall with friends
*convince my parents to buy me an iPod!!
*sleep alot. . babawi n ko. wahaha!
*party for my birthday? or kain nlng s labas. bhala na.
*go somewhere for family bonding. nyak! haha! as if mangyayari. haha!
*. . . .
*. . . . .
*. . . . . .
(still completing my list) hehe :)

sana naman! magkaron ng sense 'tong summer na 'toh. haii.

SANA!
SANA!
SANA!

mangarap ka pa gemeile..

ayun.

haha!

wala akong mgwa.

:)

2006-03-14T02:54:00.000-08:00

im still awake..

walang on-line. so wala akong mkausap.

got nothing to do! hayy.

c euince, hndi rin on-line. hehe.

not in the mood to sleep.

soundtrip lng.

how will my vacation be?

^^,)

2006-03-13T21:32:00.000-08:00

last day na namin. nalungkot ako. huhu.

last day as a freshman! haii. il surely miss being a freshman. my green patch. my locker. no. 169. i love that locker! iba siya sa ibang locker. my pinagsamahan n kmi nung locker na yun. awwww. :( ma-mimiss kita.

yellow patch! hay!

il surely miss alot of things..
*mama merly. my NUMBER 1 teacher! ever! i love you mama merly. il miss you. mwah!
*my locker #169
*i4 classroom.
*ung bell
*ung fire extinguisher where we hid alot of things! haha!
***alot more!*** ^^,)

my freshman year was great. madaming beses nga akong napagalitan, madaming beses bumagsak s quizzes, maraming beses napalipat ng upuan dahil s maingay ako, maraming beses nalungkot, maraming beses tumawa at humalakhak, all of that will be kept with me FOREVER. haha.

ang drama... haha.

anyway, my next school year pa. sus. its not the end. ;)

~*currently missing my friends... awww. :(*~

kanina, BILI NA KAYO CLASS PICTURE NG ONE-FOUR. haha.

we were selling our class pics. ang dami kcng sobra e. e, kawawa nmn c mama merly. siya mgbabayad nun.

tapos, while selling, we were also begging for money. kailangan nmn para s clearance namin. kc nmn. ung mga officer walang pakielam. so kmi ngasikaso. kahit HINDI kmi ung ng-vandal ng upuan. tska. tama bng pati bayaran namin? hahaha.

HAHAHA!

HAHAHA!

HAHAHA!

ayun..

hayy! last day!! nakakalungkot. haha.

cge. :)

2006-03-10T18:53:00.000-08:00

caf ang religion test was okay. pwede na. :D didnt study. basa lng ng konti. un na! haha.

aun. di pa rin nmn napapasa ni leah ung project namin s caf. storybook. haha! sana umabot kmi s monday. :D

uhm. knina. ang epal ng essay sa religion. sus! pano ko nmn idodraw ung temptetion ni jesus! sus analet! weirdo ng mga test mo! sus! haha. tapos knina, kylangan nmn ng coloring materials. e c eunice, kinuha pastel ko!!! haha! so ayun! habulan kmi ni eunice marie! haha! walang pakeelamanan kht andun c miss! haha! :D

hahahahahahaha! :)

ang skit ng pimple ko! kc nmn e! haha! tama bng putukin? haha! aray!!! gagu pia. gagu eunice. haha! ouch!

wala nmng ngyari ngaun.

knina pla. confe with denden, cel, and eunice. we're planning ot go to eunice's place. we neet to do our powerpoint
presentation for music! wala p kimng clearance! tsk! haha! sana magawa n nmn. haha.

ang kukulit nila. nangingibabaw boses nio! haha! wag kayong maingay! mabubuko ako. *u**U* ni nebab! haha! shh! haha! kulet! haha. :p

wat else?

i guess thats it for today. :)

eunice! salamat s pagaayos ng blog ko. labyu! haha.

miss chattin' w/ therese.

macho papa, better change your attitude. pati c bonjing! noh leah? haha!

*hinding-hindi ko magagawang iwan ka., iwan ka mang ng lahat s mundo. hindi ko kaya. hindi. hindi kita iiwan, KAHIT ANONG MANGYARI! promise! :p i love you soooOo much!! stay strong! dont ever give up. mwah! take care always. :)*

2006-03-10T01:58:00.000-08:00

still awake.

confe with eunice and therese.

therese, wawa nmn c heart noh? laging pagod..

^^,) ^^,) ^^,)

2006-03-08T16:14:00.000-08:00

hmmm.

soc sci and science tests were nightmares! phew! grabe.. mahirap xa pero atleast multiple choice db? ayos n un. well, bhala na sa card. 4th quarter n nmn e. :D

why do some people keep on acusing me of things which i didnt really do!? it sucks! it seems that you dont trust me at all. hndi pa ba sapat n cnbi kong HINDI tlga ako un? cant u see my sincerity? tsk! THINK! ur bound to destroy my future! bka nmn pag nasira na dun mo lng maicp na mali ka tlga. be careful!

haii nako!!

o well. bhala na.

bukas, caf and religion lang nmn test. so okay lng. hndi mxdong mahirap. wehh yabang! hahaha!

ayoko pa mag-vacation. tsk. :(

*currently chatting with denden. XA lng matino kausap. haha!

___sumthing's wrong. haii.____

o well. o well. o well...

enough na. :D

malapit na birthday ko. APRIL 30. o lapit n noh? haha! punta kayo a. haha!

hay! hay! hay! bt ba!!?

have alot of plans for summer na. sana matuloy.

i want an iPod!! grrrr!

i feel sorry for sir dc. we didnt even had a chance to say sorry. puro kc init ng ulo binigay nmn sknya. mabait nmn un e. un nga lng, KJ and EPAL tlga. pero, sorry nrin. :D

khapon pla, i emptied my locker na. wala na. its EMPTY! haha. i will miss my Locker. locker 169. awww. my FIRST locker. haha! wehh. hahahahaha! ang hirap umuwi ng dala mo lahat ng gamit mo.as in lahat. haha! mabigat. haha!

aun na muna. nothing more to say.

im sleepy. better get some sleep. i didnt have enough sleep since sunday. dont know y. hay.. halos 3 hours lng tulog ko araw araw. well..

gonna sleep na. bye..:)

happy birthday

2006-03-07T07:19:00.000-08:00

hi. o, my blog ako khpon, my blog nrin ako ngaun! haha. sana mapanatili ko ang pag-bloblog araw-araw. :D

so un.

un lng.

haha. joke.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GED! LABYU! :D take care and God bless!

i hope he did enjoy his birthday.

for tomorrow, HAPPY BIRTHDAY ATE MARIQUE! LABYU ALSO! :D

hehe. aun.

kanina? soc sci period. hmmm. haha! -eunice at ang tropa mo!-...-gsto nio bng lumabas?-...-hndi ako mgtuturo hanggat and2 kayo, pikang-pika n ako sa inyo-... :D

sorry na..

Pumasok na c MAMA MERLY! yeah! we missed her! yipee!

haha. pero grabe caf nmin knina! 3 quizzes na sunod-sunod. pamatay! hahaha!

eto pa! computer period. muntik na ming hndi mkapag prac. test.. kc nmn e. hndi xa tumatanggap ng excuses which is totoo nmn. haii! pero buti, nktake prin nmn ung test. pero mas ok na atang hndi e. sobrang hirap!! ung IF THEN IF THEN na un! hai nko. epal. epal. epal ka! haha!

last monday pla. ang sarap ng feeling ng nsa taas ka. as in literal n nsa taas a. haha! nsa taas ng locker! haha. saraaaaap. :D

ngaun ka-chat ko c tin2. wala lng. hndi nag-ool c eunice. hehe. inaayos daw nia computer nia. :D

exams na!! wooo im so dead! wala pa kong book s soc sci. tsk. haii! pano ko mgaaral? tas soc sci and sci pa s thursday! ang lupit nila mgbigay ng sched. dalawang mahaba. tas the ff day ang iiksi lng. tama b un? sus! anyway, bhala na. :D

dapat d2 m22log cla leah bukas. unfortunately, hndi pinayagan c leah. we're suppose to study. group study. haha. as if magaaral tlga e noh? haha! e bat ba? haha!

grrr. soc sci!

bukas, evaluation for our SEG and PALIHAN. sana hndi boring. haha. epal. ung inaasahan kong trip for metamorphosis hndi nmn ngyare! pinaasa niya ko ng sobra. hmpf!

strike again for DC.. haha. :P

currently completing my requirements.. (caf and religion)

ok. that's it! :)

2006-03-06T06:09:00.000-08:00

ui. himala. ng-blog ako ng wala pang one month since n ung last entry ko. hehe. :D bagong-buhay

aun. knna, same sas the others. boring din. tapos super inaantok pa ko kc hndi tlga ako nk2log last night. as in super lahat n ng gawin kong pampa-2log walang effect. nkikinig lng ako ng stereo. ayaw ko ng manood ng tv nun kc gsto ko ng m2log. pero ayaw e. hahaha! tas ng-text c eunice! hahahaha. sa wakas. hehe. my pinauusapan kmi e. secret. haha! aun. bsta pag tingin ko nlng s fon ko. it was already 4:30. so hndi n tlga ako n2log. nanuod nlng ako. haha! aun. enough of that. haha.

hahaha! xempre first period plng strike nnmn kay SIR LOUIE JUNIOR! haha! -gemeile, hndi ka na nakakatuwa a.- haha! -magpapatayo ako ng maingay.-...-gemeile, gsto mo bang tumayo?-... :D hahaha! -gemeile, wag kang tumawa dahil walang nkakatawa!- hahaha. -sori sir.- heheheheh. anyway, im already used to it. sus. ako nmn lagi niyang nkikita e. hmpf. awwwww. hehehe.

knna english period nmin, ang saya! wala kmng gnwa kundi mgusap! at kumain. naubos n nmn lunch ko at lunch ni leah. haha!

doble-science sucks! tpos innov oral test pa nmin. e wala p king nggwa. dhli ung mga model hndi nmin dala. lagot kmi kay miss dela pena. hehe. :D un.

WE MISS MAMA MERLY!!!

mama merly, we miss you soOoo much! get well soon po! mwah! hope to see you soon. :D labu!

kninang caf period my ng-demo class. super boring niya! hndi xa matatanggap! swear! haha! ang sama ko. :D

mama merly kc e! pasok ka na!!!! please!? haha!

hayy. ano ba toh? tsk. if i was the one nga ba eunice? haha! well.. hehe. wala. wala. wala. wala. gnyan e. kaya WALA. hayy!

anyway, currently chatting with therese. hahaha. ngaaral xa. hahahaha!

ayaw ko magbakasyon! tsk!

boring nnmn sa bahay. tas meron pang mga pagbabago n hndi ko ginusto! o pano na? enjoy pa b ang summer!? hayy! EWAN!

she sucks! epal! mxdong user! plastik! bossy! lahat na! gsto nia xa plgi nakakataas samin. ang epal niya! ang epal niya! sorry kung naooffend kita kung nabasa mo man toh. sorry, PERO TOTOO! grrr!

HAHA!
HAHA!
HAHA!

eunice, therese, hayy!:(
**salamat sa inyong dalawa ng sobra... i really appreciate it. THANKS THANKS! mwah! love you both! hehe.

bukas prac test for computer. nakalimutan ko na ung mga tinuro smin. pano na? haha! bahala na! bahala na!

haha!

*if i was the one nga. noh eunice? hehe.* peace. haha!

cge. bye na. till here. mwah! take care! ;p

If i was the one.

2006-03-05T17:09:00.000-08:00

If I Was the One - Ruff Endz

I see the way he treats you,

I feel the tears you cried,

And it makes sad, and it makes mad,

There's nothing I can do baby.

Cause your lover is my best friend,

And I guess that's where they story ends.

So I've gotta try, to keep it inside.

You will never be, never be mine but,

If I was the one who was loving you, baby.

The only tears you'd cry would be tears of joy.

And if I was by your side,

You'll never know one lonely night

And if it was my arms you were running to,

I'd give you love in these arms of mine.

If I was the one in your life.

If I could have just one wish,

I'd wish that you were mine,

I would hold you near,

Kiss away those tears.

I'd be so good to you baby.

You're the one I want next to me,

But I guess that's just not meant to be.He's there in your life,

And he's sharing your nights,

It'll never be, never be right.

If I was the one who was loving you, baby.

The only tears you'd cry would be tears of joy.

And if I was by your side,

You'll never know one lonely night

And if it was my arms you were running to,

I'd give you love in these arms of mine.

If I was the one in your life.

Yeah, baby.

I wanna reach out and view beside me,

Right here beside me, babe.

Take you in my arms right there,

Scream 'I love you' right out loud.

Some day I pray, that I'll find the strength,

To turn to you and say,

If I was the one who was loving you, baby.

The only tears you'd cry would be tears of joy.

And if I was by your side,

You'll never know one lonely night

And if it was my arms you were running to,

I'd give you love in these arms of mine.

If I was the one in your life.

If I was the one who was loving you, baby.

The only tears you'd cry would be tears of joy

.And if I was by your side,

You'll never know one lonely night

And if it was my arms you were running to,

I'd give you love in these arms of mine.

If I was the one in your life.
If I was the one, if I was the one, In your life. ..

feb 28

2006-02-28T05:53:00.000-08:00

hahaha. ayikee nkapgblog nko.. yehey. haha!

life's still boring. as always!

school's about to end. hate goodbyes! hate it. hate it! urgh.

sumthings are going wrong!! WRONG!! bsta. tsk. tsk. tsk.

eniwei, im still enjoying my time left for school. and its not about studying, its about my frends. yipee. haha.

okay, nakakatamad mgkwento ng ngyari skin buong month.. ang dameng ngyari. sobra..

bat ba hndi ako mkpgblog regularly? haha. tamad. hehe.

am i changing? or is it just the things that surround me? ai nko.. i want my old me back. ung nkkintindi n ako.

ang saya ko. mission accomplished! love you eunice! love you therese! haha!
:D drama.

bad. bad. bad.

**di ka nadadala. hai nko. :(( pro kaw bhla.. u hav to do ur own choice. not ours.**

pero ung ibng tao kc e. walang pakielam. naman! dont u even care? >:p he. ayaw ko ng makielam.

**i care about you. soOo much! :( if u only knew! i want you to be happy. but i cant let it happen? why? hmpff.**

its the only thing that can make me happy..

eniwei, bukas. ash wednesday. tle prac test. hate to draw! science, religion, and soc sci quiz! wala p kong naaaral.

im disapointed of wats happening now to our country. its like, we cant make decisions for our country's sake! the longer we're like this the longer we'll suffer this crisis! ano ba mga tao!? hndi b p kayo ngsasawa? tsk! wake up naman. cant u see wats happening huh? and people are just wasting theyre time, putting all their time into nothing! urgh! wake up people! WAKE UP! help pur country nmn. haiii.

confe w/ therese and eunice. certain topic. Ihaha. bastos! hahaha! funne! haha!

cge un muna for now. byebye. mwah! tc. :)

2006-01-31T06:34:00.001-08:00

haha. long time no blog again. well, minsan kc ung blogger gmagana minsan nmn hndi! hmpf! hehe.

eniwei. wat happend?

uhm. last monday. ordinary day lng. asusual, boring. haha.

then tuesday, ganun din.

wednesday? gosh! getting of cards nmin yan!! waha! pero aus lng. atlist i got wat ive expected. ok n un. atlieast hndi na nagalit mom ko. aus n un. haha.

thursday! lalalalalalalala! haha. average joe! yeah! sayaw! hehe. aun. cla my parents. ako wala. :( haha. kmi-kmi nlng nila eunice, denden ung mag-peparents. :( haha. sad. ka-ingit cla s totoo lng. ung bonding nila. ung mga ganun. hehe. pero i enjoyed p rin. tignan niyo? madami tlga nggwa ng frends ko! haha. lab u guys! :) aun.

habang ng p-pdb.. xempre my iniisip!! lht excited! haha! xempre outbound kinabukasan!! haha. haha. pagtapos ng school diretso agad s grocery! yeah! food. food. food. yeah! sarap! hehe.

tapos. eto na. friday has come! outbound n finally! haha. first, i arrived at about 5:00am. aun. tas. lahat pla cla nadun na. so late n pla ako. haha. picture dian. picture dito. haha. tapos. pasok n s bus. yeah. c janelle katabi ko nun. haha. chimpri ang late n nmn umalis. c philline kc. hehe. haha. -sumisikat ang araw-. stop over kmi. nkalimutan ko n kung saan. haha. aun. urgh. nwalan nnmn ako ng money! grRr. owell. picture nnmn dian, d2. haha. oops. balik n s bus!! haha. c keiko n katabi ko. haha. iPod-an lng. haha. CHEESDOG! haha. malapit n kmi s bulacan. first stop, barasoain church. ok discussions. tas isa pang church. tas lights and sounds. asteeg! hehe. tapos balik n uli s bus. punta n kmi biak-na-bato. oyeah!! lunch kmi s bus. tapos nun, nag trek n kmi. ang saya!!!! kht nkkpagod, ok p rin! hehe. caving na. haha. first cave plng nadulas n ko! hahaha. tama b un? hehe. takutan s first cave! aba-nau-to-a-kohh. wahahaha. nice prayer!! niek. hehe. 2nd cave. dulas nnmn. 3rd cave. hndi lng dulas, swimming na toh!! haha. putek!! kadiri pero masaya. once lng yan. haha. tapos nun ang dudunges n nmin. haha. river na pagkatapos.. saya! ang sakit nung mga bato! c ms. merlita naligo din! hehe. saya hndi siya KJ. hehe. malinis n kmi! hehe. aun. tapos, shower na. i mean, tabo pla. haha. sabay-sabay kmi nila pia-janelle-denden. haha. tapos, uwian na... :( masaya p rin s bus! haha. kain lng ng kain. picture-picture. dumating kmi s skul mga 7:30. late n din. pero aus lng.

outbound was really, totally great!! absolutely! grabe! todo! saya. haha. sana lging ganun. hndi kj mga tao. waha. hehe.
-ngkita n kmi ni carmela nun kaya masaya lalo!!
-ok n rin xa!
-nkpgexersice ako? i wish. haha.
-bsta, all i can say is, ng-enjoy ako. ng-enjoy din ung mga tao. kht ung mga my problems, nkalimutan muna.

cge till nlng. luv u guys! tc! :) mwah!

2006-01-31T06:34:00.000-08:00

carmela..

2006-01-20T04:11:00.000-08:00

kanina was my biggest shock. wen i heard the news, i dont know how to react. i dont know what to do.. i just wanna see my friend. i wanna be wd her na. i wanna comfort her, hug her, and tell her that evrythings gonne be alryt.. pero kc nmn eh.. my skul pa.. grRr.. im keep on wondering how's she's doin. how's her family doin? c ana? c mia? c mrs. balitaan? haii.. bsta.. let God handle this.. wala nmn nkkalam kung kelan tym ntin eh.. ryt? God's choice..

bsta eto lng nsa icp ko ngaun..

carmela.. dis is for you..

all this tym.. we were happy.. we were having fun.. but our happiness just hav to end one time.. parang *poof*.. pero for a time lng un... it doesnt mean na its the end of the whole world for you. u hav to move on.. u hav to face the world one more time. u hav to show them how strong u are.. show them hw u can face these very difficult trials.. u read that ryt. trials.. trials n kht ako, pinagdadaanan ko. trials n kht cno pinagdadaanan.. kaya.. dont be afraid to show up. stand up!! i knw he wants it for u.. ung ul continue to go on. reach ur dreams. every parents wants the best for his/her children. i know ur dad a very great guy. a very great parent that evry single child wuld want a parent just like him. ganyn kabuti dad mo.. keep on fightin gurl!! and i promise u that i will be the first one to catch if ever ul fall.. ill help u on this journey.. i promise..

tagalog nmn..
carmela, madami p kmi dito.. marami pa.. handang tumulong sa iyo.. ung kmi n hndi ka iiwan. patuloy ka nmn mamahalin.. susuportahan.. kaya, gsto ko, wag kang matakot. wag kang mag-alala. bago n mundo mo. cmulan mo n ng maganda.. alam kong kung nsaan man ung papa mo, aus n siya dun.. hndi siya pbbyaan ni God. lalo n ikaw.. dba nga according to ms. delara, love ni God mga children? children p nmn tao ahh. hehe. just making u laugh kht konti.. icpn mo nlng na, hndi n mahihirapan papa mo.. ganun..

bsta

ill pray for ur dad and ur family.. God always there for u.. trust HIM..

jan 4 na.

2006-01-03T08:34:00.001-08:00

jan 4 na. still awake.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DAD! happy birthday papa! alabu! hehe. ingat prati.

cant sleep. dont know y. dami iniicp.

guys ilang hours nlng mgkikita n taio! yey!

hehe.

urgh! di p ko inaantok.

jan 4 na.

2006-01-03T08:34:00.000-08:00

la lng uli!

2006-01-03T07:01:00.000-08:00

hey. hello.

ive got dis confused feeling. d q alm ggwin q. confused. confused. haha. too many problems, struggles, conflicts. different words but wd only 1 meaning. haha. eniwei. tawanan lng ang mga problema. wahaha! hehehe. hahaha!

ok.

ds day is anoder boring day. waha. wlng ngyari. ganun prin. hehehe. net lng buong araw. haii.

haii. bt kc gn2 e. tama b gngwa ko? bka my nbbngga ako. haii.

:) smile nlng. hehe.

knina pla nkchat ko ung long lost cousin ko. c kuya momoy. haha! asa japan xa eh. we miss him! haha! balik ka na d2. hehe.

last looong slip ko n 2. hahaha. sagarin. hehe.

bukas birthday ni papa. happy birthday papa! alabu! hehe. saya cgruo bukas. buong family and2. father and mother side. yeah! hehe. pang alis ng lungkot. hehe.

ngaun kachat ko c andie. pati c aryelle.

wawa nmn c yellie. my big, big, big problem. dbale aryelle. d2 lng ako. awayin ko ung babaeng un! epal noh? hehe. extra lng xa! haha. pakielamera. hehe. wag mo n ung icpn. mttpos din yan. hehe. db? db? tawanan mo nlng xa. hehe.

yey. isang araw nlng papasok n! yey! mkkta ko n mga frends ko. i miss them soooo much! i miss them. i miss them. i miss them. thats ol i can say. hehe. love u guys!

nothing much happend. un lng. cge. il go na. bye guys! mwah! tc always! :p

la lng.

2006-01-02T02:52:00.000-08:00

hi guys..

belated Happy New Year ah! haha.

yesterday was kinda fun. pede na. haha. disappointed ako coz new year n new year. hndi nkpgsimba. well, we passed by the church to pray lng. pero mali kc new year dpat we should thank God for the passed year! thank for for making 2oo5 so wonderful! haha! we should ask for guidance for the new year. hehe. db? hehe. eniwei.

THE TEN RESOLUTIONS
1. i should be serious with everything
2. i should save my money
3. i should be a good child
4. i should not be too cranky at times
5. i should participate in class
6. i should behave
7. i should learn to be patient
8. i should learn to smile always
9. i should do my homeworks
10. i should be a caring, a loving, and a thoughtful friend!

haha. my own list. haha. sana nga mgwa. hehe.

i just hope 2006 will be fun for me.

haha. khpon. loko-loko tlga cla eunice. pagtripan b nmn ako? tama b un? haha! hndi ako ganun noh! cguro s mga epal pede pa. pero hndi kayo un nio! haha! galing ng acting. pang-boxoffice! hehe. janelle! kaw n next target! haha!

i wanna go to skul n tlga. hehe. la lng. boring s bahay eh. sobra. lungkot pa. s skul hndi!!

i miss you guys. labshue!

hehe. till here. ingat po kau. :)

ui, hello!!

2005-12-29T21:05:00.001-08:00

ui, hello!

wow.

finally, nakapagblog n rin aq. yes... haha. haii. wala p ring laman ung blog ko. :( nkktamad kc eh. tapos. nghahang p tong computer n toh. grrr!

Christmas was a bit fun but with a bit of the feeling, emptiness. la lng.. and2 nmn ung lht pero bkt parang ang daming kulang? or tlgang weird lng aq? hahaha.. nevermind. sna s newyear hndi na.. sna s newyear mgbago n ang lht. sna s newyear, mas masaya. kht hndi Christmas db? haiii. pero, daanin nlng s tawa! wahahaha! wahahaha! :p

andrama q!

i miss my friends. i really, really miss them!! i wanna go to school na!! waah! school's my home. i mean my second home! kht minsan ka-bore magaral. dyan nmn ung friends para mkipagdaldalan. hahaha. bad gemeile! pgglitan ka nnmn ng mga teachers! hehehe.

ang tagal n ng vacation pero nothing's happening p rin. hai buhay. hehehe. hndi p ngyayari ung mga ineexpect qng mngyari.. and sumtimes it even gets worse... hmmm.

khpon, nanuod kmi ng pyro olympics! park kmi s blue wave not knowing n ang layo p pla ng llkarin. imagine, akala nmn s harap ng mall of asia un pla s likod pa! so linakad nmn un! pero hanggng dun lng s shuttle. tapos hatid kmi nung shuttle s event mismo. hehehe. wow ung shuttle, jeepney! xempre nkasakay nnmn ako s jeep. ansaya! tapos, xempre bonding with my family! not only my own family. pati cousins ko andun. xempre ansaya. ang kukulit. hahaha. america vs africa. hahaha. tough fight! ang ganda nung s america! hahaha. tapos ders dis guy. super nkkirita. ang sarap batuhin ng kung ano. ang ingay! epal! hahaha. ang bastos nia. super. xia kaya gumawa ng fireworks! tignan ntin kung kaya nia. tapos hanap rin xang watusi n ganun kalakas ah?! para masaya! haha. binato nga nila ng pretzel eh. hahaha. pero unfortunately, iba ung ntmaan. hahahahaha. bad. hehehe. kaasar kc eh. very unruly! tsk3!

pag tapos ng olympics. hanap kmi ng kakainan. so 12:30am n wala p rin kmi nkkainan. gutom. kc s blue wave ang daming tao! hahaha. hanggng makarating kmi s kung saan-saan. haha. s wakas nkkain din. hehehe.

yesterday was really a blast! ang saya super. lakad ng mahaba. jeep. experience ng gutom. hahaha. and most of all, fireworks! haha. sana maulit.

cge guys. have a PROSPEROUS NEW YEAR! try to have fun! hehehe. :)) :P take care you guys! mwah!

friends: miss ko n kayo! all of u! kada, classmates, and other friends! lab u guys! hehe. ingat kau plgi ah.

sea games

2005-11-30T06:04:00.000-08:00

waw. kanina, super saya! haha! alis kmi ng skul ng 12:40.. edi xempre saya sa bus! woo! pag upo nmn kain agad! pasapasa ng food gmit mouth! ahaha.. todo sa harutan! hehehe.. tapos nun meh ngyayari eh.. pia, peace tayo, sorry ha! hehe.. ok so un.. pag dating sa cuneta astrodome, okay ang kukulit p rin.. tatlo-tatlo pa philippine flag nmin! hahaha! saya! panalo pa philippines! go japoy!! let's go Philippines, let's go! hahaha!..

okay sa cr.. hndi ako ma-ihi kc nmn noh.. daming bantay! hmm cno kaya un? haha..

c denice toni p rin nasa icp! waaaH! hahaha... nakamit p nga c den2 nad eunice ng behbeh nila eh! hahaha.. galing nio pumili! hanga ako s inyo! hahaha..

aun.. pauwi, okay, kulitan p rin.. walng katapusan! sayasaya! pasahan uli ng food gamit mouth! wahaha! expert n koh! go! go! haha!! okay.. napadulas ako s bus.. as in! masakit! hahaha...

bsta ang alam ko sobrang ngenjoy ako! sana maulit! hehehe..

bukas, meh pasok nnmn.. ayaw ko pa! hehehe..

cge.. till here nlng.. bye! sna hndi boring bukas day coh! hehe..

hey.. tom, saya!

2005-11-29T05:34:00.000-08:00

hey. saya bukas.. sea games.. pero boring, pero okay na! atlist walang lesson db? haha. and walang caf, sci,
soc. sci! odb? hahaha.. aun.. dami requirements! ktamad. waaah! ahaha!

bkt ba walang onlyn ngaun? mga tao nga nmn.. hahahaha..

experiment nnmn sa sci.. wlang katapusan.. hehehe.. cant wait to graduate! tlga as in.. pero ayaw ko nmn tumanda.. gusto ko gantu lng.. hahahaha.. okay c gemeile wala sa sarili.. hahahaha.. enjoi muna highskul lyf!! ayt?! hehe..

bukas, dami quiz.. tle long quiz pa! waaah! meh cae, religion, meron pa isa nklimutan ko lng.. hehe..

aun muna for now.. bye guys! mwahh! tc!
:)

yey!

2005-11-28T00:11:00.000-08:00

finally! meh blog na coh.. pero hndi pa tapos!! i would like to thank the following.. gelli; dami naitulong grabeh! pam; tnx! ikay; okay n ung dalawang tagboard! hehehehehehe...

hndi to c gemeile

2005-11-19T03:43:00.000-08:00

haha..

*__SaVE me From thE daRKneSs__*

happy birthday

If i was the one.

feb 28

carmela..

jan 4 na.

jan 4 na.

la lng uli!

la lng.

ui, hello!!

sea games

hey.. tom, saya!

yey!

hndi to c gemeile

SaVE me From thE daRKneSs